1st day in the sea. I saw dolphins today It was beautiful. Fortunately it is nice weather, I can lay and get a nice tan. No school tomorrow and I will not do laundry. I hope we will return tomorrow, I don’t remember if I turned off the iron.




I was pretty good here. Someone told me that if I do something for 30 days that can be my habit. So, I am pretty sure I can survive at sea next time, also. If life is bad, I should come here. It is really good vacation for anyone else. Plus when I came back, everyone will take care of me. ;)


Dear Diary…
August 12 I moved to my new home in Canada. I'm so excited.
This place is beautiful. The view of the mountains is magnificent. I'm trying my patience to see them covered with snow. 14 October
Canada is the most beautiful place in the world. The leaves began to turn shades of red and orange. I rode a horse and saw a lot of deer. They are beautiful. The most beautiful animals on earth. This place is truly heaven. I loved Canada very, very much.
11 November
The deer hunting season was starting soon. I don't understand how they would want to kill such beautiful animals. I hope it starts to snow soon. I'm looking forward to the snowfall...
December 12
It snowed last night. I woke up at night to watch the whole place covered with a white sheet. Just like a postcard. We went outside and shoveled the snow on the stairs and in front of the garage. We played snowball (I won). When the snowblower came, we had to clear the snow in front of the garage again. We were tired but we had a lot of fun. December 2
It snowed some more last night. We cleared the snow in front of the garage again with the snowblower. I love it here, but the snow gets boring sometimes too. Still, I'm glad I came here.
December 19
It snowed some more last night. I couldn't get out of the garage to go to work. This is a very beautiful place, but people get tired of clearing snow with a shovel.
December 22
Shit snow fell again last night! My hands collected water from throwing snow with a shovel, my back was stiff. The snowblower hid in the corner of the road until I shoveled the front of the garage. Son of the pimp!
December 25
.. it snowed again. If I ever get my hands on the pimp driving the snowblower, I'll kill that bastard. Why doesn't he use salt to melt the ice on the roads?
December 27
Goddamn it snowed again last night. Unbelievable. Doesn't this ever stop? Since the last time the snowblower arrived, I've been stuck at home because I haven't been able to shovel the snow for 3 days. I can't go anywhere. The weather reporter said it will rain another 25 inches tonight! Hoot ! Main……………… oil at least ! December 28
It snowed "83 cm" last night, what 25! The snow of this code will not melt before summer, brother. The snowplow got stuck in the snow, the prick asked me for a shovel. While clearing the snow, he broke my last shovel, faggot! I went and hung up. His nose is bent.. his child. We were in court…
January 4
I was finally able to leave the house. I went to the market and bought some food. On the way back, a deer jumped in front of my car. I have $3000 in damage to my car. All these filthy animals must be killed.
3 May
I took the car to the mechanic in town. The hood of my car is rotten because of the salt spilled on the roads. “Throw out the car, get a new one,” said the mechanic…
10 May
I made a definite return to Turkey. I settled in Izmir, never to leave again. I ate Canada, the snow, the deer.
I want you to smile :)


Day 29
Dear God.. Thank you so much for taking me to this place! I didnt know how to rest, how to live without my phone and wifi.. how to relax and sleep.. even how to take a vacation! But this happened for my good! I have learned to enjoy natures beauty, to relax, to eat healthy food, and not worry about anything! This trip just changed my life for better! Now I know that it is possible and even better to live without wifi!






I was praying that someone will find us and help us. I think I shouldn’t wait anymore. So, how can I live here? I never learned how to swim. I don't know that I canlive here. Intead of learning by doctor 6 years. I should have learned how to swim. Maybe now is the time and it gives me the opportunity to learn how to swim. I heard people can do anything under pressure. I have to try to enjoy myself in the water. Because it's so boring.




Day 15
I dont really know why I feel so good and rested.. So beautiful and peaceful here! Look at all the beauty around us! I used to have digestion issues, could not sleep well, was very anxious all the time.. but now it is all gone! I feel so good and energetic! Seems I am getting younger here?







